It sounds to me like this person is hanging around because of some naggings thoughts or feelings in your subconscious. Now that you have noticed this person again, those feelings have come to the surface, as you mentioned above.
Perhaps this is a sign that you need to deal with those feelings, and that may involve taking the blame for what you did, and accepting the consequences of your actions. (Without knowing what you did it's hard to speculate, but it's clear that you feel remorse for whatever you did, and cannot move past those feelings of guilt and fear.) Although it may seem like a daunting thing to do, I bet you'll come out of it feeling better about yourself.
Pete
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