Originally Posted by bsitto
I dont want to sound like one of those people that just needs to "get over it" the reason why I can't is because the one reason that I was able to get through my childhood was my daydreams of spending my life with the love of my life.
Its hard for me to let this go because I feel this connection in my heart. For me to try to move on is trying to convince myself that I won't get to spend the rest of my life with my true love. This has been my only dream and it is like taking away the one thing I have always wanted its too hard to think about.
bsitto, can I write with you in private? I wished for someone to understand me and my situation, and you will, because you're in it. Even your life dream was the same as mine.