I dont want to sound like one of those people that just needs to "get over it" the reason why I can't is because the one reason that I was able to get through my childhood was my daydreams of spending my life with the love of my life.
Its hard for me to let this go because I feel this connection in my heart. For me to try to move on is trying to convince myself that I won't get to spend the rest of my life with my true love. This has been my only dream and it is like taking away the one thing I have always wanted its too hard to think about.
I am being open to it though as much as I can be. What I think will happen is that in time I will forget him and the connection and through forgetting I will be more accepting of someone else even though the connection might not be quite as strong. I dont like the way this sounds. Its not what I want
Thank you for any advice....
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