Erin,
I appreciate the two articles you referred me too, they helped somewhat. But can you do this? Rap your mind around the possibility that there is someone out there that could fit you and your life better than Steve does. From what I can gather it seems as though you two are the definition of soulmate.
I feel like I have a good arguement in this sense....to me, the strength of chemistry and attraction can almost determine the compatibility of two people. Without it there isn't much to work with. I have discovered that the stronger the chemistry the deeper the capacity for love. I almost feel like this can be proven (but just my theory). Well my point to this is that the strength of the chemistry and connection I feel with this person is so strong that I do not believe that I can find something stronger (I know thats an assumption but if you can please trust me on this I would appreciate it). To make matters worse he feels it too it would make things so much easier for me if it was one sided. Thats easy to get over.
If you can tell me how you would be able to tell yourself one thing as true (i will find someone better) but everthing is screaming inside that what you found is the deepest connection you will ever have. How do you tell yourself one thing and your guts tell you something else. I cannot fool myself. I wish I could...
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