It is hard to keep believing
I am an accountant but not exceptionally gifted and talented as all the big wheels. I go to work and do the best and most honest job I can with the resources given to me. I was an average student in school and was raised to be a good little Catholic Girl. I was given a dream of being able to achieve what every my hearts desire might me. Though God all things are possible.
Sadly I am finding it to be a crock of junk. Life continues to knock me over and over and over. I have follow a pattern to achieve success by the following steps and being willing to try again;
• Set a Goal
• Creating a plan
• Worked on my attitude - Reinforcing my mental attitude with quotes of inspiration and positive attitudes,
o Leap and the net will appear
o I believe I was entrusted with this dream and only I can allow the dream to dye.
o I gain strength, courage and confidence by looking fear in the face, proceeding anyway and knowing I have lived through it
o Go directly in the direction of your heart
• Earned Degree - I returned to college and completed a BS in accounting to increasing the chances for reaching my goal.
• Continuing Education - I take an exceptionally large amount of continuing education classes to keep up with the changing environment.
• Productive - I am a get it done and dig right in type of person that does not wine or complain. I do not back down from a challenge but just get to work and get things done. I do not use the word can't.
• Follow action steps to get to my next level
The problem is I am officially falling under the definition of insanity. I am repeating the same pattern of events over and over again expecting a different result. I think this time it is time for me to give up and get a job that takes about as much brain power as blowing my nose. I am just not destine to be anything special. It is sad to realize that.
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