Thanks, Groundless.
It's just that I did something horrible to this person not too long ago, and I thought that I had moved past it. Not only does her very presence remind me of what I did, but I could actually get in trouble for it. I am feeling all types of emotions right now:
Fear (of getting in trouble for what I did)
Guilt (for hurting the person)
Hope (now that I have changed, maybe it would change the outcome of this?)
I really want to believe that no one can do anything to me, unless I allow it. I am really trying to come to a place of acceptance and peace...and admittedly, also wanting to stay out of trouble.
