What is "it" that is calling you? ... Is it a calling to be free?
You have a Wife and Daughter ... I hear your desire to give them time. Share and learn from the love you have ... the love they have for you ... is truly priceless ...
... the trust your daughter gives you, to help teach her the truth ...
... She really can do Anything!
When you know your spirit, you will once again see that this is true. You can manifest your future ... the great times yet to be. Have fun while you teach and learn from your daughter ... imagine the world She Will Have when you teach her to trust herself. To believe she can and will make a difference in her beautiful life ahead.
Love your Wife with all you have and trust her Love for You
In your story, I remember a life of mine ... I had a Wife and Daughter, but I never gave them time.
If I could go back again, I would change a great many things, but the biggest change I would make would be to give them more of me. More of my time and much more of my Love ... within that circle were all of my lessons in life ... I just couldn't see.
It has been an internal quest ... after learning and trying endless idea's ... learning and trying countless path's and belief's ... is it God, or Jesus that shows the way ... maybe Buddha or even Science that holds the truth. I believe them all, for me ... they are all about the Truth.
I have to learn to believe, by listening to myself ... observing who I am ... experiencing my life today ... being aware of my thoughts and feelings now ... finding the reasons ... I think and act as I do. This is what has helped me find more knowledge and my truth.
The past is truly gone ... you are the Man you are today. Reread what you have written here ... experience and feel it ... be aware of yourself ... observe yourself ... find your reasons ... you exist.
You can have a lot of fun when you remember this world really is all about You ... share yourself
I believe in you my friend ... you are doing great!