[unique73]

Hi all,

I have achieved a lot of goals that seemed to be impossible for someone like me to achieve but instead of this making me feel stronger, it made me feel depressed and extremely stressed. I don’t recall when was the last time I felt really happy.

Now I have been drinking everyday, smoking one pack a day for the past three years, not giving much time to my family (wife and one daughter), am doing my MBA now but am not focused at all - delaying every assignment tell last 48 hours and killing myself for a day or two to study for exams and in work, I just do the minimum required and try to make my bosses happy… In addition, I barely exercise.

Somewhere along the line I lost my ability to challenge myself and outperform.. deadly routine and unwillingness to take responsibility and action have badly took over my life. The feeling of (why do I have to make effort, why do I do more than required, what will I get out of this and short term thinking etc.) is overriding the true me….

I have read many articles in this remarkable site and I take the decision to start applying the concept next day… but come tomorrow, am slip back to my miserable situation.

I tried also putting time tables and asked for help from my close friends and family members, again this did not work with me.

Can somebody help…