[Enlightenment]

I get so frustrated that I turn the anger in towards me and start feeling really sad. Lately I haven't been receiving my mail, I suppose for various reasons, but it is really getting me down because my kids aren't getting their Christmas cards from relatives and I feel responsible. I've done everything to track this mail, calling the post office, the post station, putting up signs for the mail carrier, but to no avail. I finally had to call the police and report it, but they came by and they didn't believe me. They talked to the guy upstairs who admitted that he had been getting my mail, but that he sent it back. It really is petty and I think everyone just thinks I'm the 'crazy' one. They told me just to call the post office again, but the post office tells me to call police. I really can't take it anymore. We don't have much right now and I feel like I can't provide for my children as it is, but for their Christmas cards and packages not to be delivered is heartbreaking. I don't know how to handle it any longer. It's just so sad and I'm crying right now as I write this. I'm just sad, does anyone have any encouraging words.