Thanks everyone. Although I try to put such feelings aside, it's challenging.
Both my parents cheated on each other, ending in a bitter divorce, when I was younger.
I suppose that's why I'm so paranoid relationship-wise. I never saw that childhood incident coming. Needless to say, it was a huge shock. I guess it's something I'm still not over.
When she's cold, my boyfriend offers his coat and she wears it; When she walks by or comes around, my boyfriend instantly drops any physical contact we have at that moment (hugging, holding hands, etc) and steps a foot away from me. And no matter how hard I try to get the attention back, he brushes it off until she's gone or is no longer looking our way.
I will admit it hurts. a lot. Probably because I saw similar situations during that crazy period in my younger years.
and I will also admit that I screwed up. I asked the former best friend to stay away and expressed how upset it made me. I displayed my weak spot and I feel as if she took it and ran.
I will truly try to take everything that's been said to heart. It is about trust, but it just hurts when things don't feel right.
Again, all feedback is greatly appreciated.
Whterabbit
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