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Originally Posted by David73  So is that just me escaping reality or is this really my passion and I should try to make my way reviewing games or even try the big step to independent game developing (a daunting task for a 33 year old with no programming skills). But that’s the only thing i really can dream about. But it’s such a big goal...to big for my comfort zone I fear. And so she’s whispering in my ear all the time...”you won’t make it”, “this is not your real goal in live, think about all the time you wasted with these games”...etc etc. |
The best antidote I've found for indecision is action. Start a blog that reviews the games you've loved over the years. Offer your services to a game review site (with a portfolio of reviews you've written). Spend some time learning to make tic-tac-toe. Design a brand new game you'd love to play. In the worst case you will have spent a few hours learning about and promoting something you're passionate about, and in the best case you'll have found a new opportunity for personal fullfillment.