Well, things are going better.
I've been working out daily, and my back and hip hardly hurt. I eat a bit better, but I still eat too much sugar.
Quitting smoking has been a total failure so far, and so has cutting back on caffeine. I really don't like smoking, but when I don't I obsess about it, and life feels meaningless. Coffee, I've barely tried, beyond cutting back a bit for a few days, the bleak depression and brutal headaches are more than I can handle.
On the plus side, I got into graduate school for engineering, so it is possible that I will be an inventor one day. And I'm moving to Boston in January, I'm scared, but really looking forward to a change of scenery, and moving forward towards a career living independently.
I'm trying not to be too scared, or too hopeful. And I want to quit smoking before school starts, and build some visual-spatial ability if that is possible.
Any suggestions or encouragement?
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