Ahhh the rabbit hole of subjective reality...
The reason why it is regretful to take the "blue pill" is because true reality is worse than the artificially imposed one.
If this is the case enlightened one why are you creating such a bad true reality?
The problems you explain are more of an objective reality nature. No acceptance and no fun with peers, all the while it being their ignorant fault.
I imagine you are the introvert type and your new learnings intensified this because generally speaking you would be hard pressed just to find someone one on the street who even knows what subjective reality means resulting in no one to talk to about this sort of thing.
There is an elitist attitude going on. Your no better than anyone else because you read about and feel you understand subjective reality. There are people who never heard of subjective reality and are more "awakened" and "conscious" than you'll ever be. 5 years down the road and you'll see your 21 year old self was an idiot. 5 more years and you'll see your 26 year old self was an idiot. That's life and it's guaranteed to happen.
If you cannot come out of your no fun shell while your out try a few drinks and that'll lower your conscious to an idiots level so you can have a chance at fun...
