Thanks everybody for your detailed answers! It really cheers me up to see how helpful and friendly people are on this board. I don`t know any other forum where the members are so positive and supporting to each other.
@Tigerlilly:
I’m sorry to hear that your life has been controlled by depression for such a long time. I hope you`re doing alright now. Your day dreaming addiction sounds so familiar to me! This is something I do all the time because reality seems so boring and meaningless to me.
I also agree with you in the fact that depression is probably caused by something other than physical reasons. I`ve actually read a lot about IM and the LoA and even experienced some weird synchronisities (especially in acttracting girls for some reason) but as I said I never managed to stay positive in the long run or focus on long-term goals. Looking but it is “funny” to see that my ex-girlfriend was depressed, too (she even used to cut her arm bleeding). Like attracts like, I guess… I`m not sure yet if a want to take meds or not. If they would help me overcome this rut and get my life in order I guess it would be okay but I`m hoping to find the deeper reasons for my lack of motivation.
@rrandolph:
Thank you very much for all your practical tips! Talking about the LoA it is funny that you mentioned the girlfriend training program because I stumbled across this one only 1 or 2 weeks ago for the first time. If it’s worth its money I could imagine buying it after christmas. Stephane really seems to be a fascinating and wise person.
I do have some electric devises in my room. Already removed the television into the basement because I rarely used it anyway. Maybe placing the computer in another room is a good idea, too. But I can`t imaging living without a stereo in my room ^^
I`m also going to do some further reading on EFT, TAT and the liver flush you linked. I`m basically open to try out anything. A salt lamp has actually been placed beside my bed for some years now
