Originally Posted by Bliss Sage
The best solution I can conceive of right now is to get rid of this fear I have and try to be like a "normal" person
Bliss, you are perfectly normal and you don't need to change. Being afraid of something new isn't a problem, unless you let that fear hold you back (which, from the sound of it, you aren't going to do).
Don't get to worked up over this guy's visit. If you guys connect in an x-rated way, enjoy! Otherwise rest assured that there are other guys out there who you can and at some point will connect with.