JimD, thanks for your clarifications.
Well, I wish I spotted some weak link in your situation that could make a huge difference. I understand how the life of the older people turns into a system that is not that easy to turn around. I guess, you are going in the right direction, and taking a laptop to work, so you don't waste the night hours, is indeed a good idea.
I also noticed that the word planning has appeared in your posts more than once. Ask yourself, are you being a perfectionist by any chance. I am guilty of perfectionism more times than I'm ready to admit. I know how it can be a huge drag. May be you should launch your site with as simple design as possible and start building it from there in live mode? Granted, it won't be pretty, but design can be polished later and the site history is something that comes only with time. In the modern Internet, the site, sometimes has to sit for half a year just to be considered trustworthy by search engines. And by not launching, you are wasting the lifetime of your business.
Still, it is amazing how you keep doing something towards your goal. I don't believe that apathy onset necessary happens at a certain age, but you've clearly avoided it. Keep going and you will reach your goals sooner than you'd expect.
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Ilya.
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