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Originally Posted by Rose of Cairo  You seem to see "energylevels" or "vibrations" from a very intellectual point of view, without this stuff playing any concrete role in your life. For me however, it's something very concrete and real.
Imagine: when I listen to music that's too loud, I begin to cry, have a nervous breakdown and end up falling on the floor. I guess the bass waves hit me too hard or something like that. I went to a concert three times in my life (with earplugs), and got knocked out every time. Well, emotions are the same for me. It's just as real and concrete as sound. I can feel fear and anger like I feel sound. So living with my family now is like listening to damn loud music all day long, or something like that. |
Hey Rose - I'm curious - do you feel lightening? Like when it's somewhat close? Not close enough to zap you but during a thunderstorm do you feel the energy of the lightening in your chest? I do. Everyone thinks I'm crazy when I say that. But I can feel it. It makes it hard to swallow for a minute.
And about family - I like your role playing idea! When my mom was here at Thanksgiving (the sweetest criticizer on earth) I kept telling myself, "My real mom will be here soon. This is the stand-in."
