This thread resonates with me. Of course I will be at the point that I won't have any social life at all (at least in this moment that's all I can see). But negative people are negative people. I just want to attract postive, outgoing, confident, warm people into my life. But I look around me and I have attracted psychic vampires into my life instead, because like ALG said in the referenced thread, at one point that's how I was "vibratin'".
I'm changing so much right now, everything is falling away. I hope I can get to the point where I am just allowing, because if I just cut these people out of my life I will literally have nothing to do but sit around by myself.
But lately, that hasn't really bothered me. I'm enjoying my own company more.
And I'm not even that shy, I just don't know "how" to meet new people.... my life has been a routine. Have to break out of it. The desire is very strong though. I'm already sending out new vibrations. They can't not be met in some fashion.
So I can relate to the OP.
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