So eventhough it hasn't been planned, it isn't a chock for me that I'm going to be awake for a long time tonight, because I already knew this wedensday. This is due to an assignment that I didn't got finished tuesday, and it has to be done for tomorrow, so I'll have to make the last on to it, and make it acceptable by my own standards, and of course the standard of the course that I follow. So I'm a bit tired while I write this.
Maximum 15 minutes pr. unplanned break, in five minutes intervals
Well not much to take a break from, though it got a close call once, I'd say it's done to acceptance.
(6 - number of fail days 1)
I'll take a break from magazines and news papers
Which I have done, I was also lucky today, from tomorrow and forward this one will be much much harder, and realistic seen, I expect at least one failed day. Though let's see, because on the other hand, I could just as well not do this if I was certain of this.
(5 - number of fail days 0)
I'll take a break from the internet in generel (with the exception of my logs which I've a planned period of time for, and for the homepages that is required for my studies)
Ohh, I couldn't resist, the urge, the urge!!! Bah
Funny how I find lots of rational arguments why not to do, and I only find it as a kind of lust to do, and still the lust most often wins over the will in my case, hopefully with time I'll get have a stronger psyche.
(7 - number of fail days 2)
I'll take a break from computer games
No temptation, no problem. Only when it's possible to do, the lust shows of doing shows, hmm maybe it has something to do with some kind of impatience that arise when I'm stimulated by the substance that stores in the brain, while one sits at a computer. Maybe I'm just making some random guess with no clue of how wrong I am, well never the less I hope that eventhough my conscience don't know how to fix a problem, then maybe my subconscience will. Hmm all of this should actually be in the epilouge, I'll better get moving.
(6 - number of fail days 1)
I'll not spend more time on making my plan than actually following it
Which I haven't.
(5 - number of fail days 0)
I'll follow my plan
Which I did today, though not exactly, but inside a range of uncertainity that I can accept.
(7 - number of fail days 2)
I'll not plan what is unnecessary
Which I haven't, or atleats I don't think I've. More or less we all make some small plans all the time that we didn't think about just a couple of days ago would be something important, nevertheless I don't think any of those kind of plans I've made have been in vain so far.
(5 - number of fail days 0)
Don't use to much money by the cell phone
Which I haven't, by my own standards of course.
(5 - number of fail days 0)
First of all I'd like to note that I can't believe that #3 and #6 are equal atm., in some sence, though nothing that I rational can argument for, then I do believe that #3 is one of the strongest reason why #6 fails. (Where #6 been I'll follow my plan, and #3 been that I'll drastically limit my use of the internet). I think that my next step will be, if following my original plan still gives me trouble after this, will be to try steve's approach and give a whole *freaking* (sorry for the bad langauge) month "away" for try to get rid of this nasty habit. Now considering what I mentioned under subject #4 (taking a break from comp. games) then I'll try to work a bit on what I think is going on, because generally I'm a very patient person, who can sit still for a long time, and I'm able to control and stop floods of thoughts by will, but this doesn't seem to apply when I get exposed to computers, so I'll try to control my imapatience in front of the computer, by just sitting and waiting for the slow internet to work, hehe.
This has been written without grammer correction, and with only a little of logical building in the context, so it'll maybe be hard to read, for that I'm sorry, but I'll have to get going now, thanks for your support. Cheers.
Regards OBO