For me it hasn't been anger. While I'm going through some really big transformations right now, the best way I can describe it is as intense internal agony. Almost like shedding an old skin, or like a caterpillar re-building inside a cacoon, or a Phoenix burning down into ashes only to rise again.
I've also been having crazy dreams where I wake up, and get out of bed, and something happens and then I realize I'm still dreaming, so I wake up again, get out of bed, something else happens, and I realize I'm still dreaming etc. It's like a dream inside a dream inside a dream inside a dream. Just the other day I was like 7 or 8 levels deep.
Last night I was convinced I was awake but I was still sleeping. It's pretty intense and crazy, but weirdly enough it's not a very fearful or painful experience. |