I too have had similar experiences - mine was a bit twisted though...
Female companionship is an amazing thing, I have only ever engaged my emotional center when in the presence of a female companion and the feeling is very sentimental. I consider my emotional center a very sacred thing and only share it with special female companions - unfortunately that only makes it all the more addictive!
Why do you think Shakespeare wrote so much about the tragedy of love? Is that not what you are experiencing now? The 'Tragedy of Love'? On a positive note, I personally do believe in 'lasting love', just that, romantic love is more of the hormonal cocktail that gives us that cocaine high.
As others have said, focus on the things you know you have enjoyed in the past (hobbies), your work, and your studies - it will fade away until another comes along. |