See - and here's where I think I'm FINALLY getting it - look how beautifully I created a crappy marriage! Look at how fabulously I orchestrated unemployment! Now I'm finally getting to the point of losing the "they're all doing this TO me" point of view and that excites me. Because if we can create all this stuff we don't really want, just imagine what really GREAT lives we can create with our focus (foci?) in the appropriate direction.
Yippy-ki-yay -
