Look, you already quit.
You should understand that whatever power those people had over you in the past, there is even less reason for them to have any power over you now.
Guess what? THEY know it. YOU don't.
If you don't believe me, go back to Lowes Food and shop there. Shop like a normal customer. And you will be treated like a normal customer, not an enslaved employee.
Go on. Try it.
(At the same time, I have to say that from your own account, your performance as an employee sounds far from exemplary. Falling asleep at work ... getting drunk and not showing up for work ... being so afraid of your bosses - which necessarily means that you can't even communicate with them in a normal, fear-free way, so how are you going to be able to do your job properly.)
BUT all that is separate from the issue of your current fear ... which has NO reason to exist. |