[jason03]

Twilight, I can relate to ur situation. I am stuck at the same job with a poor package for a few years now. I hav seen ppl who joined with me move ahead and get good jobs , ppl who joined after me also. I hav to live with seeing new recruits progress and get ahead of me and assigned exciting work that i wish would be assigned to me. Its not as if i hav not tried to be better at my job, its that the other ppl are smarter, work faster and hav good grasping power. U know i hav had this experience many times 'Now, why didn't I think of it?'

I hav also tried long before, doing what some of the members posted here , drowning urself in work, accepting urself as ur ... But it keeps hurting me that I am stuck.

I seem to hav no control over my life. I hav tried hard to change but i am always back to where i started. i am sick of trying so now i hav stopped trying. I hav accepted life as it is not out of realization but out of sheer frustation of inability to progress and change myself.