Well I'm not sure about Jesus or if he did that, but I can imagine the feeling would be like "make it all go away--this is f'd up. Blue pill. Blue pill.". That's how I feel. At first I thought I was insane, now I think I'm really creating my reality, but have no clue where it's taking me so yeah it's disturbing.
But I can't imagine living the old way where I thought I was a victim and everything was random.
The Hicks books have been a big help to me right now since they are so damn positive and upbeat.
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