Yeah the RAS thing I know about, but you're right it doesn't explain certain things. I just wonder what the messages mean. They must be coming from us, to us, for a reason. Like the name I keep seeing. I wanted it to mean there was still a connection, maybe it means I need to get over wanting the damn connection in the first place so I can move on with my damn life. Or something.
I'm going to write my intentions some more. A couple times, as I have re-written them (to drum them into my skull, it's like a story of my life that I write) with pen and paper, literally a few seconds, sometimes quicker, if the tv is on (tv is a big part of our lives isn't it) I will hear, what I wrote, on the tv, just like you. It's GOOD stuff too, which makes me feel good. Not crazy, but good. I'm going to just keep doing that. Like they say the most important thing is to feel good. I think I lose sight of that as I'm trying to revamp my life here, not to take it so seriously.
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