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Old 11-19-2007, 01:17 AM   #1 (permalink)
kimmy66
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Unhappy in the fight of my life

I am a recovering addict, drug of choice being oxycontin. I am now on Methadone but being weaned off. My boyfriend of 51/2 years still uses and has a presrciption for oxycontin, however when he runs out he will buy any opiate available. he was in a bad car accident and has 30 screws holding his leg together. I feel he uses his injury to do pills. Any way when i first started getting clean i left him for 3 months i did it . i stayed sober for 3 months. I missed him so much i went back to him, benn together now for 3months . started using after 1 month. it was everywhere all his friends and him
use buy sell trade it makes me sick when i see people beg for it. but i remeber how good it feels .i have now stopped again 3days clean we are phsycalliy fighting im going in a rage after him to stop and he cant stand me anymore, I cant seem to let go even though there is nothing left. he hasnt been around at all only comes home at night. i need a program or support i have to let go any suggestions?



thanks Kim
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