The same thing happened to me: after learning about, and practicing LoA for a few months, my life went down the toilet. We're talking about the suicide of my fiancé, loss of my job, loss of my apartment, loss of all my money...
In retrospect (it's been about 9 months), I realize that I had to lose it all, in order to rebuild the life I really wanted. I had been using LoA to envision a great life. If I had married, and stayed in my job, and stayed in Japan...I would have been so terribly unhappy.
My current life, while much less secure, is much more aligned with my ideal life. Even though I'm unemployed, broke, and without a man to marry...my current life is pregnant with great possibilities.
I'm not suggesting that my fiancé was supposed to kill himself. But, he was not the man I envisioned when doing LoA. So, the relationship wouldn't have lasted.
Point is - sometimes, destruction comes first. If your life is totally off base from your core values, then of course LoA will create destruction. However, the pain is temporary.
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