 thx!
I want to thank everyone who responded and shared advice or their own story. I have not yet made a decision, as you all know, life is complicated and sometimes we don't know what to do (at a certain time for a certain situation). That is where i find myself. This person im in a relationship with has been diagnosed with HepC, and now i find myself feeling guiltier than ever for wanting to leave. It is just complicated. This upcoming part may sound silly, but i have 3 cats, and i have sacrificed quite abit for them, as i love them, and do not (cannot) give them away, so i can live better. That plays alot into it, as well. I am responsible for them (i dont have children) and wont give up on them.
I have thought of getting help locally, but am just plain scared. I suppose it is probably WORSE to have fear and not do anything, than to go for it. Try to get out.
I'll update when i decide what im going to do. Thank you again for caring and sharing.
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