I think that everyone does things that they wish they hadn't, but here's the thing to remember: It can't get better if you are focused on past mistakes, and it can't help but get better if you focus on the positive. The Law of Attraction really does work, and if you focus on the good things that are already in your life, and the good things that you want in your life, they will come.
As far as dating advice goes, I'm pretty useless, sorry, but what I can tell you is this: don't do something because you are afraid of what will happen if you don't do it. Instead of asking yourself what you don't want, and then trying to figure out how to avoid that, ask yourself what you do want and figure out how to get it. Instead of saying I don't want to be alone, say I want to be with a great guy that I really connect with.
I know that all of this is much easier said than done, but you can do it. Good luck.
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