I don't find the concept of "being deserving" (like "being owed" or "being worthy") useful or real in my life, except as a strategy to prove that I'm not worthless or to avoid having my worthlessness be discovered. It's not even a very effective strategy, in my experience. I think that's because, for me, those concepts don't generate anything inspiring. If I'm being "I am worthless," telling myself that I am deserving is like slapping a band-aid on an open gaping wound -- it doesn't really make a difference.
From what I've seen, examining that belief of "I am worthless" -- or whatever -- seeing the specific moment when you invented that for yourself, looking at the truthiness of it, the impact it has on you, and what would be possible for you without that belief -- is a good way to dismantle the belief. To actually give yourself a powerful tool for removing the power that belief holds over you, you become the architect of a pathway for all of the abundance and beauty of the universe to flow straight into your life, and for all the abundance and beauty that is You to flow out into the universe. The Grand Canal!
When you become the Grand Canal, there is no deserving or not-deserving, no worthy or not-worthy -- you are just the perfect vessel through which blessings can freely flow.
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