Great post, cylon! I absolutely agree with you.
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Originally Posted by Lola  I've mostly ceased *playing* with IM to work on my core issues, as I've come to realize until I get those out in the light of day where they can be dislodged, transformed, the rest of it a) won't happen; b) doesn't matter. |
me too!
Trying to manifest concrete stuff doesn't make sense as long as you have too much negativity in your very core.
Another way to get this "I deserve it" feeling, if it's too difficult to attain it just by existing on this Earth, is to focus on contributing, giving to others. I guess if we feel we make a great contribution to the World, we're proud of ourselves and feel we deserve something good now too. Shouldn't be necessary, sice just existing is enough, but for some who have a very hard time with this idea, it might be the first step to take.