Hi Rose of Cairo,
Yes, that is a purpose. It is something that guides the actions of your life, so you don't have to worry about that. The tricky part for you is not finding a better purpose, since you already have one that you believe is your true purpose (and it is a good one. don't put yourself down), but now you need to start thinking about ways you can fulfill that purpose.
Don't worry, these ideas will come to you if you let them. Hopefully they'll come sooner than later.
And don't get so caught up in comparing yourself and your actions to others. If something just fits right, then why should you care if other's aren't doing it? You just have a different purpose than they do. |