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Originally Posted by Tohami  I would choose your nickname!!
Life First.
Life is too short to lose in anxiety and fear. Are you going to die if you get lower grades? How do you see your life in the future? Would getting certain grades affect the way you want to live your life?
Your nickname is the best way out: Life First! |
That's the thing.....there are times when I really can't see one....at all. And that scares a lot. SCARES me. I would try, but it's pitch darkness like I'm looking outside out of my room at 3 AM in the morning with lights turned on (you know you turn on the lights you can't see nothing outside when it's dark..). It's just like that. I can't see myself doing anything, because I have failed at many things I have done in my Life. I can't really recall anything that I have succeeded, that's what pains me the most. It brings tears to my eyes that I have been wondering with my mind closed for the last 4 years, taking everything for granted. Now, it's getting towards the end, I don't have much time left to change things, I don't know how I can change my mindset, my habits within 20-30 days.
I had a talk with my parents today and it once again let me realized how bad things really are at this point. I felt like I can't breathe....I just want to breathe.