^ Nope. Honestly? It was among the most perfect intentions I ever put out. You see, my actual "intention" was just sitting down and honestly saying how I wanted each area of my life to be (I have 13 areas), and I put down the traits I wanted in the other person, while also noting what I could give. And then totally detached from it. You see, it wasn't a priority at all for me to do that then, so while I realized I might do that stuff at some point, but not now so I just put it out of my head. A little while later (about a month or so) I met her.
I think we all try too hard (me included). Try to force things to happen, or will things into being. I think we'd all do better to just relax and get more playful. Playfully imagine the most amazingly perfect life for yourself and just detach. Allow yourself the freedom to be like a child sometimes.
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