^ it sounds like you just have an addictive personality.
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Originally Posted by ConsciousPilot  Here is a suggestion to answer your question, realize that whatever the potential for confidence you unlocked when you smoked with your friends is always there. Integrate that experience into your whole being, for it will make you grow. Realize that nothing ever shifted but your point of view =) |
I realize that, it does help a little, but I'm still not completely comfortable when sober.