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Me: Well then who would choose to just disappear entirely? If there is the chance of continuing to exist, why would anyone choose to disappear altogether?
Him: Fear, pain, lack of belief. Many people simply aren’t that interested in evolving. They find life too difficult and don’t want to try again. There is no shame in letting your essence merge back with the ether.
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Fear, pain and lack of belief.
These can be transcended, but for some of us, there's hell to pay in the effort. Having invested this much in the struggle, I seem to be past the point of no return. But I certainly did spend years fantasizing about pounding my head on the pavement to split my head open like a watermelon so I wouldn't have to goddamn THINK anymore.
In any case, I would think that the very process of blending back into the Void would resemble hell, because one would have to let go of one's ego all at once, instead of by increments, like we are able to do before shuffling off this mortal coil.
Meg