I still get a little freaked if I am explaining something or talking about something and everyone in the room suddenly puts their attention on me. There is also an exchange of energy from person to person and you may be feeling some of the judgements people always make, even unconsciously.
Everyone says to try toastmasters as it will help you get used to the strangeness of it. It's probably totally unrelated to any issues of "deserving" or not deserving.
Jennifer
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