You guys are awesome, thanks for the quick replies.
Here's the issue. I was a totally happy guy before this relationship because I was still in college and having a blast with my friends. I was always active doing the things I wanted to do (playing basketball, baseball, walking through campus with some buddies checkin out chicks, partying). I was in great physical shape, had a ton of friends, and having fun was just second nature for me I guess. The relationship I described only lasted three months, but I can honestly say it was with the girl of my dreams, so I was heartbroken despite the relationship being brief. Now I am stuck in this rut of feeling empty and miserable, and I feel like I cant pull myself out because Im so busy with work. I work 10-12 hours a day at a boring office job, I have no interest in anything I do at work. All I think about all day is how Ive changed into a person I hate, and Im never going to regain the confidence and joy that I once had. My life is so boring, and because of that, Ive become a boring person. Any comments about this? I cant wait to resolve these issues because I know deep down inside I have a lot to offer other people and Im sick of being so selfish worrying about my own inadequacies. If I can resolve these issues I will be so grateful and want to give back 10 fold to the world. Thanks guys/gals, this is an awesome support group
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