Hey guys,
Thanks for the quick replies. Well i think the constant thought and figuring out has done me good in a way, because a lot of friends consider me very wise, I seem to be a person that can make people going through a hard time see it differently and that's because i've thought about these issues an awful lot.
When I look at my plan and things I have written down compared to that of two or three years ago, it shows a huge maturity and grow from that thinking of before. I look and what I had written down before and shake my head.
But now seems to me the time for action, I look at it and I feel that it's right.
Yet when I wake the next day, I simply will feel confused about it all again and want to go back into the loop. Maybe after some time of reading through it and thinking I will realize it's perfect but then get stuck back int he loop.
I dunno, maybe my mind just doesn't want to let go or my ego is afraid of starting to move forward and actually go out into the world. I don't feel afraid though, i just feel confused and stuck. But really i'm not, i seem to keep telling myself that I am. I dunno how to break it.  |