I come from a "suicide family" and have seriously attempted suicide myself.
The reason why I am not suicidal now is that somewhere along the way I adopted the belief that I chose this life so that I might develop certain soul qualities, and that my miserable life wasn't simply foisted off on me unfairly and against my will.
Having adopted this belief, I now lean into the emotional pain and simply experience it. I find that pain is a treasure of information and meaning when unpacked through simply experiencing it.
Actually, it feels like I am going into the Void to experience it. It feels like the Void is what heals and unpacks it at the same time.
The Void is very sweet, and available at all times, not just after you die. Pain is a good path to the Void.
Megan
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