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Old 10-31-2007, 06:51 AM   #17 (permalink)
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Hi, I just happened to be checking this thread again to see if it was going anywhere. Please don't focus on the sentences, rather on the message. Thanks for telling me how smart, articulate, awesome, whatever I am, but please don't do it again, because 1) this has nothing to do with the subject and 2) suicidal people with low self-esteems don't take compliments too kindly.

I've been reading over and over Erin's texts, mostly the part about her consciousness starting to fade away for good, and how everyone had a complete choice in the matter. That was beoynd my biggest hopes that one had the possibility to do this. I finally found exactly what I'll do next time I die. Thanks Erin. I've been thinking about almost nothing but this event for the past few weeks... nothingness, inexistence, finally...

Anyway, to anybody reading, consider this fact twice : Erin talks about "home" for the afterlife (of sorts), but since we all came from the void to start with, what is your true "home"? The "chorus of angels" that would have you exist and live and suffer over and over again? Or the pure nothingness that is perfect peace, total selflessness that does not even require you to be? All I'm saying is don't refuse the inexistence option too soon, at least consider it.
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