You honestly need to relax.
There are people that party their way through school, barely graduate and find their dream jobs and live happily ever after.
I'm not saying it's not good to have goals but ANYTHING that creates intense anxiety in your life needs to be rethunk, rehashed and removed.
If it feels bad, don't do it.
I don't mean blow off graduating. I mean putting so much pressure on yourself. Judging yourself so harshly and basically acting like you are talking about friggin life and death. It's a class. In the scheme of things, big whoop.
Find some goals that make you intensely HAPPY.
Jennifer
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