Hi Leelene,
that's great you wrote that letter. You have courage, Lady
Do you know what I don't like about your idea? It's that it is your little sister you want to take care of. And that you want to love her more than you love yourself. Why your little sister, and why not Little Leelene? The little girl you were. The little girl who deserves so much love. The little girl that you still are deep inside of you. This little girl needs you to take her in your arms and love her now. It's not about your little sister. Love Little Leelene, love yourself, take care of yourself!
Your truth IS true and really-really ok to have.
I wish you happiness on your way and send you loooots of love