I wrote a letter to my parents...
...didn't sent it away (Maybe I will never send it away to them ever). But afterwards I feel like the letter became my little sister that I never had. I heard my own words and wisdom about my background from somewhere else then me, even if it was me. And I fellt so good about it. Like this was really true and that my truth was really really OK for me to have even if it hurts like hell to think about it.
I will read it through with the group of isolated people that I am a member of and see what they will say and how they will react.
So today folks, welcome the new inner little sister inside of me that I will try to take care of and love more then I love myself because without that love I will never heal totally!
Love Leelene
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