Hey again CoolStuff: With the subtle difference of my belief that authority is an aspect of power, I agree with Old Soul. I have been in a similar place to where you describe, but in a different way, and it occurs to me that I didn't know the "how" of getting from there to where I am now. It was a process of exploring different methods. The one that moved me ahead like I was supercharged with NOS (spelling mistake?), was taking NLP training. Un-freakin' believable!! The most profound exploration of my inner landscape. I can't recommend it highly enough! But there are many other methods as well. What would happen if you just started exploring with the faith that every step you take is leading you where you want to go? Have FUN with it!! peace, emilee |