[Nelson]

I'm totally broke and have debts, so, no financial investition possible. (with the résumé I have, no bank will ever give me some money either)

I thought you said you got rid of your bad financial beliefs. These are obviously terrible assumptions to make as you are maikng some very disempowering assumptions. Furthermore, if you live in a first-world country there is no way you are broke. Simply put, you have so much wealth in your life you are taking it for granted. Look for the wealth that you already have and use it as leverage.

I don't want to work with people. I hate (!!!) selling or marketing or trying to persuade some people to do something. I hate talking on the phone.

If you want to be rich you're going to have to deal with people and sell things to them. Even the billionaire Howard Hughes, the most introverted man we've ever known of had to deal with others in order to create the level of wealth he desired.

Money is a piece of paper that says "Society Owes You". If you don't operate or help in society then it can't owe you.

I'm said to be very talented for everything I begin with, and I can learn everything quickly. But when I know how it feels, how it works and it would be only a matter of time till I'm really good at it, I get intolerably bored and quit with no intention of doing it ever again. And no, I will NOT change this and stick with one thing ever, forget about it.

So you're a dabbler.

It takes a long time to live good as a dabbler. People appreciate quality not quantity.

Think of it like this - you could buy 10 pairs of crap shoes for $10 each OR you could buy one excellent pair of shoes for $100.

Which one do you pick?

Same with your skills set - nobody wants a jack of all trades. I want a MASTER marketer to advertise for my company, not someone who is pretty good at marketing and pretty good at web design and pretty good at painting.

I don't need someone "pretty good" running my company, I need someone who is the very best.

Frankly, I think you should just sock away $100/month into a retirement account with compounding interest of around 10-12% until you change your beliefs about who you are and what it takes to make money. If you do that you will end up a millionaire within 20 years.