This may be off the cuff, but knowing suicidaldude's previous entries I have to say that I've been--as I'm sure many others have as well--concerned about his, well, your, state. Just want you to know that I'm glad you're still here, and I'm quite amazed at A) your incite and B) at the fact that this isn't your first language. That's beside the point I suppose. I just think it's really interesting and, well, cool, that you approach you existence and your life, judging from your previous entries, in a very pragmatic way, yet spiritual way. That is, pragmatic in a spiritual way. Anyway, I hope you find the best path for you. Whatever that is.
Don't want to turn you off, but you seem like you're very conscientious of spirituality in light of your emotional--or otherwise--state. Anyway, I'm rooting for you here. I actually did a ctrl+F for you to see if you had posted. I don't have any agenda, but you seem so intelligent and yet so despondent that I wanted to know where you were. Forgive me, if that sounds weird. I hope not!
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