You know Trixxy there are a lot of things you can do from home if you want to stay home with your son. You could take an online course, start a website or blog, write a book. I have no idea what you do with your day, (lol, your son is two let me guess), anyway are you getting outside to the park with him? You get some exercise and fresh air, which will do the two of you a world of good, also you'll meet up with grownups! The library can be a good spot too, they have toddler days where we live. The movies in our town have kiddie afternoons for parents with kids, so they can all go nuts and not disturb the more serious stuck up crowd that actually want to hear the movie
. There are probably a bunch more but I can't think of them off hand. Just get out a bit and meet people, taking your son with you will do him good too. And while the past is part of you it doesn't have to form your future. All the best.