[Truefire]

You're on the right path, and it is so worth it in the end. It gets easier over time. So much so that you wouldn't have it any other way...

You're taking a mature path, which is really commendable considering your position!

I would advise maybe seeking out a counselor, or a group that could help you out and keep you motivated in the long run. This forum is great, and face to face "talking it out" goes a long way too.